Easy way to start this thing was ruined. I had about 600 words written at least- lost cuz of some sort of twisted cookie or some shit like that which was found. Fuck. Oh well- happens. Shoulda saved it yea yea yea. It's not my fault this stupid thing deleted possibly one of the best writings I've ever done. Gosh sometimes I just want to take this computer and throw it out the window, watch it fall aimlessly down to the bushes below after hitting the tree branches and hear that sweet, damn near heavenly sound as it busts into a thousand tiny parts on the ground. Sad thing is- I'm too reliant on this machine. I remember one winter we had a black out for a week and I went stir crazy. Think about it- 3 days without a computer......when you basically breathe through it. Yeah I slowly began to suffer a painful withdrawal which was so pathetic that now when I look back on it I want to laugh at myself. I mean I even cried over this damn machine and within 3 days time....I had a generator hooked up to this baby. Why I have no idea because it's not like any of my friends had a computer that was working so there was really no point but it was such a relief I could breathe again. I swear someone needs to give me a shot for my dependency problem............