new dream! must write down! ok so its morning time and thisugly mean teacher lady takes about ohh 15 people on a field trip- including me, marilea, liza, kale, nicole, and kyle minyard. liza drives her car and shows up late by herself, the rest of us seem to be in this van-type situation. anyways, the trip is to some natural scene, a park perhaps, and we're all walkin around talking (we all meaning us chicks). then we go to stand by the van thing for our lunch i suppose, and no one comes cept kyle and hes standing there talkin to us which i guess i was the only one was wasnt freaked out by that because marilea and lizz walk off to go to find the teacher lady to unlock the doors. so when they come back the teacher lets us get our lunches and kyles all "hey can i talk to u for a minute" so i stayed behind. well we get in the van and turn on the air conditioning and then hes all like "lets do somethin thatll get us both in trouble for once" and i was like uhh noooo but then he grabs me and starts giving me a hickey! ewwwwwwww! and so i kicked him u know where and he got in the drivers seat and said "fine! if u wont do it with me, u wont do it with ANYONE!" and starts the van, squeals the tires, and proceeds to kidnap me and steal school property. now me, naturally, im freakin out near tears yadda yadda and when he tries to find his way out of the park he ended up goin right back to the place where we started, cept now there were cops and a roadblock (im smiling about now lol). ok so blah blah kyle gets arrested and im all upset and stuff because im like omg whats kenneth gonna think when he sees this hickey on my neck and for some reason i flash back (idk how ppl flash back in dreams but anyways) to the conversation he and i had that night before the field trip about trust. i remember saying "if u would just TRUST me then we wouldnt have these problems! why dont u trust me?!" he was silent... "kenneth! DO you trust me?" and again silence....i believe that was like pre-break up mode but im not sure. so anyways, im in hysterics from all the afternoons issues and plus kyle had eaten my lunch so im starving and so i start askin around to beg for food- u know how we are. well, someone says "hey, i just heard someone over there say they had a subway with nothing but ham, maybe its urs after all" so i walk over to this group: kale, nicole, and some other ppl i dont remember and asked. of course, it was kale. so he splits his sandwich with me and im sittin on this bench with him and nicole when for some reason i got really tired and laid my head down on his shoulder. well he grabbed my legs and propped them up on his legs and nicole was all like "what are u doin?" and he goes "shes exhausted. she just got kidnapped by a stoner-- i kinda feel for her thats all." nicole just looked at him and kept talking but i was in some state between sleep and awake so i could hear them, but i was too tired to move. well, to shorten their convo, they were fightin bout how kale is a player etc. he said something along the lines bout how if he found the right chick, he wouldnt be like that and if she couldnt understand that, then obviously she wasnt the right chick. naturally, nicole gets pissed and storms away and then kale woke me up to go get back on the bus. well somehow everyone but us three went back in liza's car, but in the van, nicole refused to sit with us. u know me, im still all passed out layin down in the backseat but kale didnt wanna sit with nicole either so my feet were in his lap. nobody was talking at all. well i wake up suddenly and realize what the heck is goin on and i tried to convince nicole that kale was j/k and all this but to no luck, they were broken up and that was that, which only made me think bout kenneth. kale asked me what was wrong and i was tellin him all bout it when we stopped at a gas station and nicole went inside. thats when it happened. kale kissed me, and not just an "aww how sweet" kiss......which needless to say didnt help calm me down because to the best of my knowledge, i still have a b/f. so im yellin at him askin him why he did that and hed better be glad no one saw etc and he finally goes "i dont know why i didnt see you before, youve been standin right there for years...." and THATS when i woke up. now questions? comments? spazs? u can reach me through email or im! too-dah-loo! lol