ok well first off id like to say that im exhausted. between rehearsals, work, school, friends, family.......and even just "me" time ive been soooo busy. im just tired. im tired of a lot of things. im tired of trying to be adorable at school when hardly anyone notices. im tired of goin to class when all we do is sit there and talk. im tired of babysitting people to make sure they dont do anything stupid. im tired of talking to my mom when all she does is criticize and im tired of talking to paul when all he does is talk about how unappreciated he thinks he is. im tired of not talkin to my brother because hes so damn busy with his new job and im tired of this weird weather. im tired of being home alone but im tired of always being with people too. marileas bday is tomorrow and i dont have anything to get her and she still doesnt know what she wants to do, so we'll see. lizz is gettin better though, shes not as drastic when and if her mood changes. we found out at lunch that evan and rachel were in a wreck today before school......i was so freaked out when ladona started telling us like the little voice in the back of my head was screaming NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! but i knew it. i mean after all, its ericas bday therefore something bad had to happen, it always does. i guess i sound pretty cynnical, but its true. well the first production of the play went rather well i suppose, except for the audience. i gotta say something bout the cast: chad was funny, cameron was annoyed, fidel was dramatic, katlyn was overdramatic, alex was...well alex, rachael was hysterical in that costume, jocelyn was very very realistic, and that should be it other than tasha, robyn, and jessica who were the 3 psycho chicks and we'll just say that they played their parts well. oh yeah i forgot sam....no loss. Clint, ah Clint was smoothe....very smoothe. moving on now.....i have a new admirer, but i wont dwell on that because people seem to be quite annoyed by it. i wonder where i should get dinner from...............