well my last blog was not informative enough even for me and i dont wish to be a hypocrite to daniel and write a crappy blogger so lets try it again: everyone in my family is suddenly b*tchin bout every little thing. mom thinks shes fat (shes soooo not) and she hates it that paul eats her leftovers without asking. paul thinks everyone is stingy which is his BIGGEST pet peeve ever and he also thinks that just because we dont always go out of our way to satisfy him, we purposely show that we dont care. bubba thinks that paul is being a d*ickhead because paul wont sell him his old tahoe and thinks that hes not good enough to get this new job. in the midst of all this, here i sit....at the computer, quietly keepin my mouth shut so as not to stir up any more crap cuz Lord knows we dont need it. concentrating a lot on prom and idk why because its like 6.5 months away and this is ridiculous because i dont even know who im goin with yet.....maybe its cuz im on prom committee idk. got bout 2 weeks to bring my grades up and im gonna try my darndest because i really really wanna do well this year. maybe i need to get my priorities in order but maybe they're already there. pauls comment about my bro "short term solution to a long term f*ck up"..........wow another fight, big surprise. ANYWAYS what else? my friend chris is keepin me company late at night when i have insomnia because he lives in seattle and they're 2 hours behind. its good to know someone will listen every now and then when the whole world is sleeping except you. during my insomnia last night i found an interesting poem i wrote sometime in april which i will soon post either here or on my subprofile, or perhaps both. i think i wrote it when i was either angry or depressed...maybe both lol. oh well, this is just another update for the record......i can always write more later. have a nice day!