Well today it's raining and I gave good advice: Just let things happen and quit worrying about everything. If it was meant to be then it will be. So that's exactly what I plan to do....loosen up. Stop worrying. Have fun, but not too much. Enjoy what I have now...while understanding that what I will have in the future is just as important. I'm gonna stop freakin out on everyone and let everyone enjoy themselves too. It's time anyways. Limitations are the Devil re-incarnate. Happiness is what I need about now anyways.....that and relaxation. I'm guessin that in order for me to get real true-to-life Peace, I need time to myself......which means I need to get rid of the dreaded boyfriend.......Great news. Marilea said that if I'm not happy, he owes that to me. Makes sense. She's all uptight about my ex boyfriend liking her and all this madness....but not my problem anymore. That's way in the past for me. I need some time to just breathe and the opportunity to do my own thing and find what I really want and be able to go for it without being tied down.....haha it sounds like I'm breakin up with the monitor. Anyways, I guess that's it for now. I wish my friends would update their bloggers more often....we'd get along better at least.