ok now where was i? oh yeah...the little ball of crap that i just chunked into the river. well, inside this ball of crap there's jeremy, rachel, erica, ladona, let's see who else.......i cant think but all these people and the CRAP that has been goin on with them just make me all grr-ified. last night lizz, daniel, alex (yeah i know....alex is a new guy, friend of daniels from back in the day), and i all went to downtown music and watched lizzs online friend, clark, play with his band. it was an interesting experience if nothing else. i mean if u picture all the guys from your high school that were gothish, but dorky and alcoholic/drug abusers-- now age them bout 20-25 years, add black clothes, greasy hair, and a beer and u got the concert. i think i saw 2 or 3 other girls other than lizz and i....and those females looked like if u had the right gift, they'd be one of those 'call for a good time' hippy types. i think i woulda had a lot more fun had i not been terrified, choking from the smoke, and getting a migraine. im very glad that the boys were with us though cuz i know i never woulda done it without them. CRAP moms home, i gotta go......yet again, ill finish this later