havent posted in awhile, and this one isnt goin to be impressive. i want snow dang it! oh sorry....well my cousin pillar whos like 26 or so passed out drunk in a waffle house saturday night when she was out hangin with my bro and so she spent the night here...odd. got yelled at by paul for not stayin for present-opening of the BLACK FAMILY XMAS whoo hoo....thrillin times. instead i went to see mona lisa smile with liza and marilea. glad we did that. brandons back in town for the week, but id rather not discuss that too much. daniel disappeared again.....i wonder what hes up to....gotta run!

well i havent blogged in awhile and so i decided it was time again. took the SAT saturday and taking the ACT this coming saturday. yeah u know thats loads of fun. friday night marilea, david, lizz, kenneth, and i all went to waffle house and the FOC and to see gothika...interesting movie. by the way eliza, u were not the fifth wheel in that one. i mean in the definition maybe but really i didnt even think bout it like that. i think its great we can all hang out like that together. anyways moving on.....today i got a lecture from joseph on the difference between "talking" and "dating/going out" because "they're totally different things!" yeah ok sure.....no eliza, not joseph, dont even think it cuz i know u are. we have this lab in biology coming up where we have to go to UALR whoo freakin hoo......another lab. oh joy. sometimes i wonder if marilea gets jealous or feels left out when i do stuff with lizz because i can kinda understand it but then again, shes always with david so........i dont know if thats logical justification or not though. sounds like liza is here for her pizza and study party......stupid dogs. ok im gonna go now, but next time ill do better. this one was a rushed thang if u know what im saying.................

Ok recent news: Senators lost 35-0 against batesville. hogs lost BADDDDD to LSU. daniel seems to be refusing to talk to me although i know that something inside of him tells him that he knows its not right to be so distant and he tries sometimes...i can tell. its just like hes one of the few people that can actually make me feel bad about being happy. weird huh? saw my ex last night passing me on the road....grr. not a pleasant memory. ya know it simply amazes me how all that time i believed, i mean i HONESTLY believed, that he truly did love me. guess not. pirates of the carribean came out today!!!! JOHNNY DEPP!!!!!!!!!!! yeah yeah and that orlando dude that i dont care too much about, at least not in comparison. im bout to leave and go to marileas cuz her and her sis just went to buy it. man i cant wait! i mean its not like i havent seen it 3 times in the theaters but...its a great movie! right up there with forrest gump id say. last night ladona, rachel, marilea, lizz, and i all went to popeyes for dinner-- man sometimes im so lucky. i mean to have friends like that. prolly why it bothers me so much when they're mad at me. ive got lots on my mind, but its stuff i cant write here so......oh yeah and my brother who is TWENTY ONE YEARS OLD is moving back home this weekend-- whoo freakin hoo. ill never have the house to myself again. now ill have a house with a buncha loud, drunk, 20 something year old men .........ehh, what else is new? lol thats the story of my life. ok im starving so..............(end blog)