My Life As My Own Person
Ok, so upon request here it goes: (ehem)...
Moved out, bought a car, had a wreck, hired a lawyer, got a job, got a...well I'll leave that out for now....and got a new tire! Yay! Seriously though, these past 2 and a half months have been a blur. A big fat one. On one hand I feel like it's all moving sooooo fast and it's all I can do to just catch my breath every once in a while, but on the other hand it's as if I have awoken from a dream to find life as it should be. I have to say that moving out is a MARVELOUS idea and I definitely suggest it to anyone considering it. This whole time I've been living in the apartment I have felt so liberated and yet it's the same as when I lived at home- there's just bills I pay on my own and I don't have the internet lol. There are good times and bad times, don't get me wrong, but overall I feel like I belong somewhere finally. Plus, it's so nice to be able to do what you want WHEN you want (that's the key). Enough about that. I've started a scrapbook of my dream house in which I place pictures of bathrooms or doorways or gardens (etc) that I like in the hopes that one day I'll win a bajillion bucks and blow it on a lot of wood and rock lol. I also have a pet bunny, Sandy, who is like my own child (as LaDona put it). I watch her to make sure she doesn't go too far out of sight, make sure she's bathed and fed....all the motherly stuff that I assume everyone knew I'd do if given the opportunity and that's why I was "the mother". Betcha didn't know that it is the current practice of Little Rock police to give a year's worth of prohbation for "lingering"...not LOITERING...lingering. Ask BoDona for further info haha. School is school- the only thing good I can say about it is that I don't get distracted since I don't know anyone but Kirstin in my Speech class and you can all guess the extent of our non-existant conversations.......*awkward moment*. Right, anyways, I really don't like college at all because there isn't much to learn thus far and I just feel like I'm wasting my time....not that I have anything more important to do. What ever happened to "life is but a dream..."? Occasionally I miss my dad, my parents, my brother, and friends.....certain friends......but with the busy schedule, everyone being so far away (although not all the distance is physical)- you catch my drift. Oh and Chad, FYI, I finally got past page thirty-two on my book!!!!!!! Aren't you proud? I'm in the fourties now, so bare with me. Also, I guess it's necessary to add, as a final note, that things between Daniel and I are apparently over for good. You can imagine whose decision that was on your own.

2 Comments:
I am very proud of you! Congratulations! You should call it "memoirs of the mother"! haha, anyway. Sorry to hear about the rough times you've been having. And I hear ya about school. Right now, I'm not actually learning, its all just a bunch of review crap. Especially Calculus. Been there, differentiated that, you know? Hope you and Clint are doing okay, which I'm sure you are. In many ways I envy you. Being out there on your own. It just doesn't feel the same when you live in a dorm room. But if i move into the Alpha Gamma Rho house, I'm sure I'd feel better about it. Oh, you wouldn't believe all the things going on around here! Its just crazy! (Confusion and Distemperment!) anyway, have a great weekend and I'll talk to you later! (Oh, and when you get the chance, you need to join www.facebook.com !)
wait...what are you leaving out!?!
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