ok i havent blogged in awhile and since everyone else has, i guess its my turn. DANG IT! i just looked down at my watch to see the time and ive lost ANOTHER diamond! thats 3 since i got the dang thing last year.....grr. stupid gravity. ANYWAYS theres one thing thats been on my mind lately but since this blog is not a "free" blog, im not at liberty to say- and no it wont work so dont bother asking me later. im really worried about my clinton. ya see, i worked friday night pretty late and there was all this drama goin on in their family and then stupid fadelle came and....*frustrated sigh* just a lotta nothin constantly rotating around a lotta sumthin. sick and tired of kenneth bein everywhere i turn giving me the "im gonna kill u" crap. sad cuz i know daniel and i havent been on the best of terms lately and it hurts cuz i just dont want him to go to california without me. thats prolly why ive been so antagonistic about everything. its like my way of dealing with him leaving but everytime i get mad at him i just regret it. who knows. moving on.......liza and i are goin to a first cause concert on march 20 at 10pm EVERYONE SHOULD GO TO SUPPORT CLARK! its cold outside, or at least it looks like it, but my weather bug tells me its 60 degrees- not sure i believe it. the wind is blowing like crazy and lately the weather has been kinda cocky.....im gonna go put up some curtains in my room today. ehhhh words are runnin low................and i need to do something to occupy my time for about another hour or so......adios

well for once Valentines day didnt completely suck, im impressed. it snowed which brightened my day TREMENDOUSLY let me tell u.....then had lots of fun playing in it and went to marileas and had fun with her and david.....chris was my valentine after all (big grin). i miss chris. im not sure exactly how it is u can miss someone uve never met but i do. we're not going to discuss the current Kenneth events for chad was FINALLY enlightened lol he's slow but thats ok. lets see what else. daniel and i have had several very informative conversations and i get the strong feeling that most people are getting antagonistic about it- i dont get that. well to those of u who dont know, my step-grandma has officially moved in with us...or me. i dont know how im going to bear it, but i guess ill just look at it as an opportunity to know about the good ole days. im soaking wet from the HUGE and rather violent (ehem lizz) snowball fight lizz, chad, and i all had in the rich neighborhood. ya know, it would only make sense that the RICH people would get to keep all the good, fun, PERFECT snow in their neighborhood. *15 hours later* wow i so just completely forgot about posting and walked off last night.........its now 8:15 on monday morning........wow thats just sad.........

"Must kill Kenneth" seems to be on the tip of everyone's tongue these days. I agree....maybe not to that extreme, but I'm definitely Anti-Kenneth. Marilea's mad at me....again.....I get so lost with her sometimes because it's like sometimes she doesn't want the world to know, or her best friends. Oh well, moving on. Week after next week is Reverse Homecoming and I am contemplating whether or not to participate in Pirate Day cuz it sounds fun, but humiliating as well. Also, the dreaded Valentine's Day is coming up and you know what that means: Death and Depression to all Singles. That's right, holidays really CAN be bad. I hate Valentine's cuz it's always one extreme or the other: you're all lovey-dovey gag me with your lover or you're like me and single and openly express the value of pistols this time of year. I went and saw Butterfly Effect with Daniel last night and might I be the first to say I LOVED IT although it was a strange movie. Ashton CAN act....whaddaya know (ehem DANIEL). Amazing isn't it, how little Faith some people have in others......anyways, great concept, great movie, 2 thumbs up with a bag of M&M's if you ask me. I have a buncha homework to be doin now so I better continue with that, but I'll be back....