Was it a dream or a Sign?
So I know I've posted fairly recently and all that jazz, but I had quite a disturbing dream last night. Now, before I go and tell you about it, I'd like to make it extremely clear that the title of this blog does not now, nor will it ever, mean that I have a thought in my tiny little head about "maybe...possibly...but what if..???" Yeah, that's never going o be the case because I've learned from past experiences that "What if" can drive you absolutely insane and if it doesn't drive you insane, it will most definitely drive you to do things that on any normal day you yourself would consider to BE insane. Now...back to the dream. Well I was pulling into a parking spot at school, apparently it was mine, and I was not at all happy about this space. I was about to get out of my car when this red car thing that's brand spankin' new whips into the space on the driver's side, nearly taking off my door. Apparently this was why I hated my parking space. So I get out of the car and just as I'm grabbing my backpack the kid in the red car gets out and yells something at someone on the sidewalk and I recognized the voice immediately. Who is it you wonder? Well, none other than the tall, dark headed, obnoxious devil himself- Kyle Minyard. Something is different about him though, it's not that I like him or anything like that-- it's just more of a characteristic that I hadn't noticed before that made me not hate him with such a passion....just a strong disliking now. So the day goes by in a blur but after school somethng is happening on the field and people are running everywhere. I wanted to get a better look so I went up towards the press box but who is at the top of the stairs coming down (as if he had taken the very thought from my head....the thief!): Kyle of course! Wait, he's saying something to me and he's being nice....I can't understand what it is he wants, so I just followed him. I followed him for what seemed like hours (or at least until it was dark) and he was just a'talkin about this and that blah blah blah, still being completely human. I just didn't understand it. What's worse is that I'm actually enjoying myself being in his company. Now I know what you're thinking and the answer is yes, it was an alternate universe because there is simply no other explanation. As I was saying...we're having a big ol' time just laughing and talking when finally I realized how long it'd been since we started our journey and I asked him where we were going. "Well, we're here now..." It's prom and everyone is all dressed up and I just started spazzing cuz here I thought I was in blue jeans and a t-shirt, yet when I looked down I was all beautiful. Kyle on the other hand- still in his jncos (of course). So I started looking for someone, I think it was supposed to be Clint but I'm not sure...and I totally left Kyle behind. It's the last dance, a slow song, and I'm standing in the middle of the floor by myself when the crowd decided it was the perfect time to part and low and behold- Kyle. So I started to panic naturally cuz no one would ever want to go back to that crazy mixed up situation we had and I certainly wasn't about to appear as though I was lonely, just to avoid such an instance. However, as always, he saw right through me and walked over, took my hand, and led me to the dancefloor. So we're dancing and all I'm thinking is why the HELL am I doing this? I don't wanna be here! I don't wanna be with him! I kept telling my feet to turn aroun, to walk away, to RUN as fast as they would carry me but they just kept dancing. As the song ended, he looked down at me, kissed my forehead, and whispered "I know it won't ever work, but you really were my best friend..." and POOF! No more dream! Scary huh?

1 Comments:
Well, stephanie, if I had to diagnose it, I would say that you are simply a victim of rememberance. All this remembering about the past you've doing lately has made you remember other stuff too. Kyle was a part of your life for a long time and still is, to a certain extent. I too have fallen victim to this nistalgia syndrome. Oh well, hey, only eight hours till school starts! gotta go, bye.
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