Ok, so upon request here it goes: (ehem)...
Moved out, bought a car, had a wreck, hired a lawyer, got a job, got a...well I'll leave that out for now....and got a new tire! Yay! Seriously though, these past 2 and a half months have been a blur. A big fat one. On one hand I feel like it's all moving sooooo fast and it's all I can do to just catch my breath every once in a while, but on the other hand it's as if I have awoken from a dream to find life as it should be. I have to say that moving out is a MARVELOUS idea and I definitely suggest it to anyone considering it. This whole time I've been living in the apartment I have felt so liberated and yet it's the same as when I lived at home- there's just bills I pay on my own and I don't have the internet lol. There are good times and bad times, don't get me wrong, but overall I feel like I
belong somewhere finally. Plus, it's so nice to be able to do what you want WHEN you want (that's the key). Enough about that. I've started a scrapbook of my dream house in which I place pictures of bathrooms or doorways or gardens (etc) that I like in the hopes that one day I'll win a bajillion bucks and blow it on a lot of wood and rock lol. I also have a pet bunny, Sandy, who is like my own child (as LaDona put it). I watch her to make sure she doesn't go too far out of sight, make sure she's bathed and fed....all the motherly stuff that I assume everyone knew I'd do if given the opportunity and that's why I was "the mother". Betcha didn't know that it is the current practice of Little Rock police to give a year's worth of prohbation for "lingering"...not LOITERING...lingering. Ask BoDona for further info haha. School is school- the only thing good I can say about it is that I don't get distracted since I don't know anyone but Kirstin in my Speech class and you can all guess the extent of our non-existant conversations.......*awkward moment*. Right, anyways, I really don't like college at all because there isn't much to learn thus far and I just feel like I'm wasting my time....not that I have anything more important to do. What ever happened to "life is but a dream..."? Occasionally I miss my dad, my parents, my brother, and friends.....certain friends......but with the busy schedule, everyone being so far away (although not all the distance is physical)- you catch my drift. Oh and Chad, FYI, I
finally got past page thirty-two on my book!!!!!!! Aren't you proud? I'm in the fourties now, so bare with me. Also, I guess it's necessary to add, as a final note, that things between Daniel and I are apparently over for good. You can imagine whose decision that was on your own.
