(Sigh) Another year gone by and I feel as though I missed something vital. I suppose we all feel that way though. Now granted, I have had quite an eventful year, but a part of me misses that tranquility we all once shared together. However, we have all grown and expanded our horizons to include others known from much further than neighboring high school rivals and it is for that reason that things have changed so drastically. Soon, once we are finished painting our apartment, I will attach a photo of my engagment ring for those who wish to see it but rarely see me, and perhaps a picture of my bunny, Sandy. There are many emotions which I wish to express, although I feel ironically that there are only 2 people which would read and not judge too harshly....much less attempt to understand. Yet again I will state that there is a reserved part deep in my psyche that yearns for the connection I shared long ago with certain people and that part dies a bit every single hour that I think about them. An entire YEAR has gone by with only one verbal interaction, and I fear that was done more out of obligation than want. Enough about all that though.....Carson's play titled Dysfunction, accompanied by her own music, shall be performed this Spring at RHS YAY! I am taking a vacation away from the hustle and bustle and downright STREEFUL NATURE of my life in Little Rock for the New Year to Eureka Springs where I shall wine and dine myself and fiance until it all just goes away. Naturally, I do not use the term "wine" to incur alcohol, but merely to rhyme. I have become somewhat of a chef these days as well, creating new recipies and mastering old ones so that we may eat like normal human beings as opposed to Hot Pocket fiends. Now, if you will excuse me, I will go tan and go to work. I will be incommunicado via computer for a few days due to painting. Hasta Luego and Happy New Year! THANK GOD FOR 2006